attitude michelle

2007-02-08T08:34:00.000+08:00

hello!

i'm back to blog.. miss my nonsense? haha`

owell.. i'm finally free from my 22 weeks long of attachment in cheena land..

had food poisoning twice..

drip and injections.. wad an experience isnt it..

dun worry.. i'm fine now...

is really an experience to work overseas..

somehow i din regret that i chose this attachment.. hee..

coz my boss treat mi quite nice.. though he was so harsh on me in de beginning..

but well.. is for my own good... and he did say i have changed for the better! hee!

unlike some hippos.. opX...

but 2 hrs of lecturing with sarcasm.. is realliy shitty la..

but i guess i really learnt...

going in a grp of 13.. ppl of diff character, diff family background..

coming to live together.. seeing each other for more than 12 hrs per day.. is really challenging

compromising each other habits and many other stuff.

owell.. is really like some drama u noe.

at first some of us can be so close.. the next moment.. we are like enemies?

haha.. pretty interesting to see how things change la..

as usual.. i can be quite attitude..

tsk tsk..

so didnt really get along quite well with all the ppl..

those i dun like.. i din bother to tok to them la... is like.. i see no point in doing so..

thx to him for nv forsake mi..

despite mi being so unreasonable.. petty at times...

thx for taking care of me & getting so worried for me when i'm sick ...

love you dear~

2006-10-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

bOO!

alrite.. weijia got call mi.. finallY? haha!

aniway.. i am suffering from......

the one i suffer when i in cambodia!!

this time i took laxatives!

n it took one day for it to take effect! wad the......

vicole take care ok!

dun probe on it too much!

life is short! treasure treasure n treasure! hee!

judy sms mi!! haha! so touched!

tt my no. for 5 months! better save it! hee!

some ppl just piss mi off!

blahX!

2006-10-16T08:40:00.000+08:00

hee!

ytd vicole called mi! wHeeeee~

love her to bits!

so sweet.. we talk for like 50 min! heee..

i feel i m so adnormal here..

haha.

just like wad vicole always say..

i m not human!! hahahaha!

but i realli dun understand.. why some ppl think this way..

behave this way... aRGH

oh well.. is okay!

haha...

for those who noes mi..

u noe i hate to entertain dumb qns !

i will give u a dumb sarcastic reply to make ur qns seems realli dumb!

haha!

spare mi with all de dumb qns.. if u are tt fragile!

bOO!

for KONG WEI JIA!!

u said u will call mi!

u bluff mi again! PUI~

work as been fine... heee..

tok to MR THAM!

he so concern for all of us...

he ask abt jH, mako, serene n mi !

best teacher..

i miss my tb56 class...

i miss my s club..

i miss huimin..

i miss my bro..my dad..

i miss mayber

i miss SC'05..

i miss i miss.. n de list wun stop...

i miss all my frenz tt are same frequency as mi !!

hahahh!1

but no worries.. i have a few with mi here..

aniway..

check out my webby.. to see my photos..

but i will took quite some time to upload!

www.e3lintan.multiply.com

2006-10-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

2006-10-10T19:48:00.000+08:00

- HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SABBIE!!! -

today is my dear sab bdae!

haiz.. cant even have a dinner with her this time rd..

coz i so far in CHINA.. hee..

hope she enjoy her 18th bdae today!

i realli miss my cambodia peeps...

all of us taking care of each other..

remember each n everyone likes n dislikes..

and not just focus on urself.. ..

i love the way..chewy remembr i love fish.. n so happy for mi when she sees fish..

haha.. over here.. is realli different..

i miss my SC'05! lesley 6! weI jia! jip! jason..jeremy!

i miss the time we spend in cambodia!

i miss wuthy! rothana.. vanndee

theywun hear from mi for quite some time!! will they miss mi!!

will they think i forgotten abt them!!

i really worried! really!

haha.. i am fine here ..

dun worrie ok!

hhahah.. i got 2 frenz tt click realli well with me here..

haha.. so now i pretty alrite..

but i will whine more here!

haha... to let all of u noe! how much u been miss by mi alrite!

i noe u all miss mi too

lolx..

nuthing much abt here

everyday is abt de same routine.

plz dun say singapore is small n boring animre..

coz i really have not much entertainment here!

to de extend i am watching my TAKIZAWA HIDEAKI VCD here!

haha.. i love him!!

my idol! lolc

2006-10-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

nice nice? so sweet rite.. my guang zhou memories!!

2006-10-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

bOO!!

dunno wad to blog here though!

just to let everyone to stop missing mi so much! i better give all of u some updates!

haha.. so thick skin..

going to Guangzhou is my best times spend in CHINA.

coz mix with same frequency of frenz...

can go as wild as playful as i like...

with no consideration of other things..

many would know.. i can be quite direct n mean.. but i mean no harm

so ppl who knows mi will.. will mean with mi as well.. but will not be offended..

coz i quite attitude la..

but not many ppl can take it ..

so everything i must be tactful.. hmmm..

i realli miss guangzhou alot..

or many the company..

but jia hao.. n adam.. is really fun ppl to be with..

they did lots of stupid tihngs.. haha

most importantly.. they veri gentlement! hee!

oh well.. i hope to go back real soon..

but retard will be veri busy soon..

damn.. i super envy jia hao's life!!

sometimes michelle felt lost..

finding her way back.. reaching out for the path of lights to bring her thru this journey

luckily i have bestie, shu heng.

they accompany mi....

but still..

i am too spoilt by many of my frenz

jia hao is one of the example!

and sometimes i demand too much from one..

u guys stop treating mi so nice ok!! haha

makes mi now... take it for granted tt others must treat mi nice too!!

nah.. just joking..

miss u guys!

food here are really salty n oily..

but i kind of getting use to it!

MY UNIFORM!

is lunch time!! hee

MY ROOM!

MY Canteen FOOD!

2006-10-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

Specially for DIONG!

ur technician!! love him ?

act cute diong

2 nice guys..

early in de morning in hotel room

sweet

moon tan? hahah

they are so irritating!

Our Captian for the boat!

Look wad tt diong doing!

2 stupid guys! distrubing ppl !

OH.. where is ADAM?

best..

Shu heng n Adam

Eating Zinger!

Us at de MRt

2006-10-05T08:51:00.000+08:00

MY JOURNEY TO GUANGZHOU!

SETING OFF TO GUANGZHOU!! 6 am !!

Having our breakfast on the train!

LOOK AT CROWD!

He bought mi my Fav Mango juice! - so nice!

Shopping spree-- thankx frenz for accompany us! hehe

Going to MRT Station!

this is de MRT CARD!! cool rite!

stupid jia hao... candid shot! i haben put down my egg tart!!

Biggest PI PA GAO!! - both of us are not looking at de right camera!

waiting for bus to bring us to de pearl river!

this is de boat we took!

my bodyguards in Guang Zhou! really wanna thanks you all for taking care of mi!

On the Yatch having our buffet!

At pearl River! Adam, mi , jiahao! so nice rite de view!

ALL OF US at THE ZOO ZOO ZOO!

AT THE ZOO!!!!

at the trams!! oh .. the best 4!

the 4 of us! Adam ( Jia hao's frenz), Cathy ( my sis in China), Mi & Jia Hao

Tigers!!! i love de white tigER!

Trying to act like i m carrying a white tiger! i love it

He too trying to act like he is carrying one! haha

After Zoo.. we went Velvet to Club

3rd Day in GZ - at Jia hao's hostel with technician behind us!

2006-10-05T08:27:00.000+08:00

seems like my the other blog cant use...

so i going to use back this..

sounds abit lame.. but haha!

who cares!

been in china for 1 month already!

ppl do u miss mi?

but i do miss all of u badly!

1st oct is national day!

not bad not bad!

i went to Guang Zhou to look for DIONG JIA HAO!

is realli nice seeing someone you know in foreign land. exp ur good frenz too!

we had alot of fun!

First day we went to 2 famous shopping area - Beijing Lu and Chang shou lu!

Then later in the nite we went to pearl river!

next morning, we had breakfast in restaurant and then we set off for ZOo!!

Zoo is damn fun!

i get to see panda! koala bear! WHITE TIGER!

den at nite we went clubbing! at VELVET!

later i will show u guys de pics!

hehe!!

aniway! jia hao is realli nice!

he brought mi ard guang zhou!

n my views are alwasy de main focus!

hehe.. i am pampered again!

not to de extend we fight or rather snatching stuffs early in de morning!

haha! is realli an enjoyable trip!

oh well.... hmm...

i'm so unhappy here, is so not mi here..

i dun do wad i usually do..

i have to control..

i cant complain as much as i can..

i cant tell anione my problem.. maybe there is! hehe

i cant show my feelings..

all my good frenz, my evil khaki all not here..

sometimes realli feel quite alone..

oh well..attitude michelle mah..

so i really veri happy to see jia hao!

at least i can be myself..can go crazy.. can say n do anithing as i like..

and there is someone taking care of mi..

noe my existance..

say i am attention seeker or wad..

i dun care...

coz i love de ppl tt value my existance..

sometimes i feel so extra here..

so many stuffs happen, w/o support of my closes frienx..

i broke down once..

everyone went looking for mi..

yes.. this shows tt they care of mi..

but is realli de first time i broke down till so bad..

i use to have frenz listening to my prob.. and console mi..

now dun realli have.. all bottled up..

and i like to act strong.. i dun wan ppl to worry for mi..

tt why jessen always scold mi.. if got stuffs must say out..

if sad..den show ppl!

hahaha! how sweet!

ok michelle wake up!

no ppl going to give in as much as u enjoyed in SG

nobody gonna treat u like princess

nobody going to take care of u

nobody going to bother u so much..

so just stay in a corner and be quiet!

loner~

2006-05-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION!!

DONT BOTHER COMING TO THIS BLOG!!

MOVED!

2006-05-20T00:32:00.000+08:00

sabbie ask mi blog.. so here i am..

she wans mi to declare how much...

I HATE HER!! lolx

those who noes mi should noe wads going on in my life now..

shant tok more abt it..

haha...

blogging now seems different..

aniway..

i damn happy la..

first i got my new phone!!

den my insurance for my lappy is approved!!

n next WUTHY SMS mi..

haha.. wooo.. bext part of my life..

aniway.. things dun always go de way all of us wan

for one particular thing.. we can have many diff perceptions on it..

there is no best way..

just choose the way u think u will haf no regrets..

n well..

hi bye definately is nice.. but now oso not bad.. lol..

still SHY!

2006-05-13T13:33:00.000+08:00

haix haix haix..

dunno wads wrong with mi lately...

moody... sianzz.. irritated..

but is not pms la.. haha!

found out sth i tihnk i rather not know..

but i just got to know..

will things change ever since..

i hope not

i may appear i dun care..

but i think deep down ..

i do.. i do..

i cant change for the very fact

tt smash at my face hardly..

i just haf to accept it..

but i cant .. i cant..

i no angel.. say i'm selfish or wad..

i just cant accept the things i hear or see..

how can u be so selfish..

w/o considering our feelings..

how can u be so cruel..

to do all these things to us..

how can u be so unfair..

afterall u still nid us when time to come..

dun blame mi for my selfishness, cruelty..

is u who made mi for who i am today..

i blame u for everything...

for wad i been thru..

but i wanna thx u..

for who i am today...

i am not able to choos.. i not able to change.. so i just gonna wait

wait for the day i can get out of this..

n soon it will be..

nothing goes rite...

or issit mi are the one who is thinking too much..

he came to tok to mi again..

i m afraid.. i am realli afraid..

wad do u actually want from mi..

i just scared to be hurt by u once again..

u nv once out of my mind..constantly on my mind..

but i just wanna forget abt it..

n carry on with my life..

though deep down i wanted so much to tok to u again ..

but i'm realli scared..

how i wish u knew how i feel..

n things wun get so complicated..

arGh..

some issues dealing with friendship oso driving mi mad..

i getting more n more emo.. lolx..

i m lost.. realli...

i've changed... for the better? i dunno..

but i prefer the old me.. where i can be so decisive..

dealing with sensitive issure.. w/o caring the other pary feelings..

but now i cant..

i think alot..

political?

i dunno..

is scary...

save mi from all these nonsense...

spare mi from all the troubles..

kill mi for i wish..

love mi for who i am..

hate mi for all i care...

just dont abandone mi!

2006-05-12T22:34:00.000+08:00

wOOOoo...

miss mi??

okok.. let mi blog sth ... n wads happening with mi now..

first!!!!

my laptop is dead!!! is in ICU WARD!

crap...

i spilled water.. n now i nid to spend a huge amt of money to repair..

all thnx to mi.. sucky la

den as u all noe.. my desktop is down too..

haix.. sway rite..

luckily.. tC lend mi laptop..

n chewy lent mi lappy as well!! i love her so much!! haha

thx to both of them..

realli realli good frenz la.. coz is hard to find someone to lend u lappy kies..

hehe!

hope de insurance co. approve my case!!!

den now my desktop is fix.. hehe!!!

thx to yH...

n myself of coz! hehe!

next is hp!!

argh.. i hate to buy hp.. mp3 players..

i always haf to think so long..

i can nv be as decisive when i was buying clothes or wadever..

i thinkin b/w 6280 & n70 ..

haha.. still cant decide..

now my klass.. ok la.. not bad

hmm.. ppl seems nice..

but not much "bonding" with each other

haha..

sch life ok la..

though some stuffs i cant agree.. but still ok la..

is part n parcel of life..

when u get into de society it will be worst..

kies.. i Love sAB.. n she lovEs mi too!! lol

later maybe going slack it with 5Bs..

haha.. after so long.. hehe!

2006-05-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

my bunch of colleagues!!

peggy... teresa.. mi ... audrey and may!!

joey left le.. so nv take picture!!

haha..

beautiful memories left...

aWwww.. kinda miss those days..

haha.. blog later..

stay tune!! lolx

2006-04-23T00:18:00.000+08:00

eh!

haha

ytd was my last day in hock tat...

will miss de ppl there..

they have been great ppl ard mi..

treat mi not bad oso!

exp my supervisor.. teresa!

she been realli nice to mi.. guide mi along my days in hock tat

can tell her everything i met in de co.

will miss her surely!

den we took pictures!

althoung i tihnk i look ugly with my toot hairstyle

lol..

but is my beautiful memories there!!

lolx

aWwww.. cant bear to leave de place.

i gave them a little token! n cookies!!

den i dun dare pass to de Gm..

peggy help mi pass... haha

den de GM came out.. n tok to mi

say she not fierce la.. is just "JING ZHANg"

so talk abit fast.. haha!

den she commented on my hair..

say black is nicer!! haha

my last day there was de best... most memorable one!

oh.. aniway.. i dyed my hair..

is toot.. haha!

but i like

bleahx

2006-04-21T09:24:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day!!!

Did a terrible mistake ytd!

So sad

Someone from edb called my office n ask who give her a miss call..

den I forgotten to ask who she is..

den I transfer the call to gM.. asking her whether she got call edb

she said no.

den I ask de lady boss.. she say no either

den ask mi transfer the call back to GM…

so I say GM mention tt she did not call..

den de boss came out n went to GM office ask her pick up

but by the time she pick up

de person already hang up!

den they ask mi who is de caller..

I din ask!

my bad!!

Today last day le..

So happy

After de transfer..

Everything don’t go smoothly for mi!!!

=(

2006-04-11T09:30:00.000+08:00

Blogging time!!!

Wahaha,, I guess many would noe tt I am bored again rite…

Slightly la… morning will tend to be bored…

But when come to afternoon.. ho ho ho… busy man..

Remember I mention I been sourcing for equipment?

Den ytd de salesman arrived…den I have to bring him walk ard the production area..

Of coz as well as having a meeting session with him together with teresa..

Din realil noe wad to do..

Den after tt went to the meeting with the ink supplier..

Heard many funny things..

Haha.. it has been great experience I would say..

Though I still have many complains due to my laziness.. HEHE

But on well.. is so michelle.. lolx..

Today raining lei… almost will be drench if I din saw my colleagues..

Gonna bring umbrella already…

So fast week 6th le..

Meaning sch reopening soon.. how nice eh..

I think I getting crazy

I actually getting so interested in it..

Tts not healthy man..

WAKE MI UP… lol

2006-04-10T09:34:00.000+08:00

Kinda bored now

Practically I am just stoning.

Perhaps is just Monday blues. HaH..

Just don’t feel like doing anything.

These few days wasn’t tt great for mi

Some may noe

I simply love my bestie, they are all so nice so sweet

Shall not name tt out if not offend my other nice nice frenz.. haH

My good frenz is still gOOd! Lolx.. if noe who issit.

Coz whatever it is, they noe what kind of person I am.

So many yrs of friendship, are you going to tell mi they still haben seen thru wad kind of person I am?

Some read mi like a book la.. hahah..

wad u see or hear may not be the truth.

Think deeper look deeper..

There is much more to it. Anything , everything

DA BEN DAN! U understand anot! Haha..

But I finally mgt to knock some sense in to beN dAn..

He reali damn stupit.. lolx.

Sat went for my gathering with 5A classmates

Eaten yuki yaki

But I din try the ice cream.

I dun think is nice. Seriously.

So expensive n yet I don’t feel tt I really enjoy de dinner.

As in food wise onli, I still love the companion of every single one present.

I love the session with neo.

He grown up.

N many things he said, I agreed. Haha.

Shall keep it b/w us.

But robyn din stay for too long coz sth happen.

N ya I noe u heart pain ok! Lolx

Sunday met up with part of my Cambodia mates.

Pass them some letters.

Den sit ard n chat

Den mi.. weijia. Jason. Yuhong went to cathy watch movie

Hmm. De movie we watch rite. SUX . stupit show.

Ultra violet. Brainless show.

The actions aren’t tt cool either.

N I went to find my precious s cLub members!

Den I saw Kelly ,yw n mh..

AWwww.. love them so much !!

Shall upload the picture of s cLub year 1 & year 2 !! hhahah

I am sure we all did change. =D

To my precious aH ma.

Don’t think so much
What will happen will happen.

Have faith in your frenz n yourself.

We don’t know what will happen next so always treasure wad uu have now!

So love mi more yah! HEHE

saw my horoscope for the day.. haha

sth i tihnk aLL my frenz will agree

here it is!

-Although absolute punctuality was never your strongest point-

michelle always late.. rite? lolx

2006-04-07T21:37:00.000+08:00

.. our dear JudY bIRthday!!! ...

S club gathering with vicole!! but short of jasmine!!

dunno where has she been..

awww... nice gathering!! i love it...

2006-04-07T21:36:00.000+08:00

maDDie wOmen!

2006-04-07T13:54:00.000+08:00

CRap!!!! I am so pissed ofF!!! ARGH

Wad are u trying to do..

Showing off? I dunno..

Maybe I was too sensitive!! MAYBE...

Maybe I was right..

Frends...IF u have the intention to lied to me.. plz hide from mi forever..

i tihnk is not applicable for my true frenz...

Otherwise, I am sorry... I could not accept my frenz to lied to me even for the slightest reason...

If you tok to me just wan to get sth out from mi...

I am sorry.. GET LOST,,

Or at least not so obvious till I felt so...

I felt being used!! I am sorry.. just get LOST…

I dunnit this kind of frenz..

I dun expect anything in return.. but dun use my friendship/trust in this way…

Seriously this person is pissing mi off…

CHEwy… I missing you so much.. I just wan to tell you so much so much..

It getting on my nerves… ARGH

I felt so cheated.. !! yucKs…

Work was fine.. quite happy..

My supervisor praise me for being efficient and mention tt I been a great help to the co.

Which is so so so wonderful to hear tt..

Hehe…

Den I get to know Audrey,…. She is such a nice person I must say.. hehe..

Though finding contacts is still boring.. but is fun after all.. haha.. sense of achievement..

IS kinda sad.. din get to STOCK MKT!!

But oh well.. at least I am same klass with my frenz.. happy le..

Stupid uncle law get into stock mkt.. hahahaX … so funny..

Den dinner with S club was simply fantastic la… haha.. love them all!!

They so beautiful so cute so pretty..so crazy..

Took plenty of photos in places like TOILET!! Lolx

Upload the pics when I get home.. ( this tell u where am I? )

So sad next sem diff klass le… hope still got gathering man…

Heart them!!

MuacKz…

2006-03-31T08:45:00.000+08:00

gOsH! i took taxi to work today!!

so not worth it.. but i dun take.. i gonna be real late..

taking taxi means no breakfast!! awwWWWw...

4 weeks le.. 3 more weeks to go.. cant wait to end.. hehe..

today is my dumb women bdae...

she is finally 18 or 19?

haha.. judging from her looks u can never find out la!! lolx..

is 19..!!! opX.. lame...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!

muacKx..

ytd say liling testi.. today saw robyn testi..

aWWWw.. so touched.. since when i become so sentimental... aWWw

exp robyn.. i miss her so much.. love her so much! muacks..

how i wish to go back to sec sch day n bitching with her.. opX..

miss those day tt i spend with her in sec sch.. aWWWww

n she can realli tolerate my temper..

back in sec sch days my temper is much worst.. my attitude is so bad..

i bet u will wanna slap mi.. haha..

n she always get scolded by mi.. is coz i care for her ok!! seriously..

she is there when i feel most down in my sec sch life!!

so i treasure her so much..she makes mi understand there are still true friendship ard..

aWWw.w.. i miss those days..

ai de oso not bad le... heheX.. heart her.. muacks!

she so cute.. everything she write oso so cute.. aWWww...

love u too

joyce they all come back le.. cant wait to meet up with them la!!

coz my darling stuffs are with her.. waiting to pass to mi..

ehhehe..

joyce ! thx so much for all u have done for mi!

thx for helping mi to pass the stuffs to wuthy n bought de top up card for him..

realli thx..

heart u..

so have u forgotten lesley 6 while u have ur t.o.u.c.h.e.d ?

update mi wads tt too..

aWWww.. seriously sometime i do bitch abt my life

my with all these kind soul being ard with mi..

it makes my world so beautiful..

realli so thankful for every single one of them

2006-03-29T14:00:00.000+08:00

hey hey! just change my blog skin...

dont wan black black already! heheX

oso help ai de change..

dunno she like anot.. dun like den change again lo.. heheX

aniway.. ytd during lunch break i called my darling!!

haha... who who who who?

is ROTHANA & WUTHY..

too bad vanndee in class cannot tok to mi =(

but i damn happy when Rothana says " Hello Michelle, I MISS YOU"

den he shy & pass the phone back to wuthy..

i can realli imagine his reaction you noe!!

he so cute.. gosh!!!

so wanted to go back...

but din tok for too long as it cost 240 per min u noe!!

sO eX!! hmph!

aWWww.w.. i realli miss them man..

i din cry ok!!

coz i was on de bus so cant cry!!

everyone has been asking mi i got cry anot..

almost la.. so touched ok = ' (

heheX

okok.. cannot blog liao... later tio caught.. wahahaha

2006-03-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

hahahah

I GET INTO TRM!!!!

tourism & resort mgT!! yeah.. my course..

din expect to get in though..

but one thing veir sad.. first time mi n huimin studying different stuffs

haix.. though my good frenz is consoling mi..

saying is just studies.. still can meet up..

but i sitll feel is different..

not tt i have no confident in my dear huimin...

just tt perhaps i too dependent on her..

now i feel insecured?

i dunno..

i still love her..

haha..

TRM TRM TRM..

my fav course..

haha

2006-03-26T00:28:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!

today went to blen's house..

auntie's food nice nice.. home cook food lei.. hehe..

popiah!! fantastic..

den have my powerboat lesson!!

kinda interesting..

but abit scared i not up to it..

but oh well.. i going to make it!!

haha

uncle so nice.. say i n look for them wheneve i haf ani difficulties...

no one ever told mi tt b4.. i mean as a father figure..

i can nv turn to my father for help.. he nv understand..

haix..

seeing thier family so close, bonded..

how i wish i haf tt kind of familiy too...

but oh well... its life...

ANYWAY!! WUTHY CALLED ME FROM CAMBODIA!!

i'm SO HAPPY!!

but i having lesson so unable to call him back!!

coz if we tok for too long.. his card money will veri fast finish!!

tml den call him!1

SO HAPPY LO!!

haha~!!

HEHE!!

WOOoOooOO.. today wad a fantastic day!

2006-03-25T02:11:00.000+08:00

kenny, fang, me

sec sch bestie..

haha..

seriously i must learn how to open my eyes under lights man...

haha.. come bn think of it.. someone still mistake kenny as my bf.. lolx..

damn funny..

lol

2006-03-25T02:09:00.000+08:00

me & Fang on her bdaE!!!

haha.. we grown so much difference i think..

from her freindster a.c can see de diff in us man!!

haha..

2006-03-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

-- says:
i seriously tink it's either u are damn sway.. or u are damn ghay gou with pple

- says:
but i think you are the problem

wahhaa.. i think so... coz i tihnk i too ghay gou oso.. hehe...

so he teach mi just heck.. n it will be alrite..

hehe..

forever noeing mi so well

2006-03-24T11:22:00.000+08:00

bOO~

bOring la.. hahah..

let mi update abit... haha

ytd went to PS meet mH... den walk till sCOtts to eat crystal jade..

oh ya.. i saw my precious AI DE!! she looks so auntie..

sAw yuet wei n judy oso.. they like so ke lian.. so stress kind of face..

oh ya.. ur uniform realli ugly lei.. haha

but worst of all is mH!! haha.. dunno how she do box office until money fly fly.. lolx..

but yw n aI de oso fly fly b4!!

now i noe why thier pay so high le.. haha

kidding la

it been quite sometimes since we go out le rite? as in 2 of us.. haha..

hahaha.. i dun like de nian gao... overall still ok la..

den went far east to shop shop!!!

heheX

that de end of a day...

working still not tt bad...

hehe.. although is boring..

but u will experience your hard work do pay off.. =D

results wasnt tt bad la..

just not satisfied lo.. haha

at least din fail..

but poor gOOD frenz of mine!! tSk tSk

aniwaytml going to learn the theory for boat license..

wonder will i like it anot lei..

thx uncle for teaching us man..

rather exciting to noe how will it goes.. hehe..

sometimes i feel...

my expectations too high..

i expect everything to be perfect from my frenz..

yet i forgotten humans are not perfect..

even mi myself is not perfect..

yet.. i forgotten..

someone commented is so hard to be my frenz.. haha...

is not hard la.. just tt i will pin point the bad points..

but yet i forgetten.. i have tons too..

but so thankful i still have a handful of frenz who will be there when i nid someone..

nv forsake mi..

but hey... i nv realli get annoyed or irrtated by them..

maybe they impressed mi before... haha

i dunno..

sometimes i think i am mean..

demanding..

but yet i still love my frenz ... lol...

my bestie.. my chao ta frenz.. my good frenzZZZZzz.. sCo5 who are closer to mi.. u noe who u are i hope!

2006-03-21T12:58:00.000+08:00

haha... itp itp itp..

i tihnk i am a super slacker ... lol

changing my blog skin n blog sommore... jia lart lei..

working life kinda sux.. make mi seldom contact with quite a couple of frenz..

coz why.. i too lazy to meet up.. haha..

heng..still got huimin.. think we can nv be separated one.. lolx..

heart u!

yuhong, cedric and joyce fly to cambodia le...

so good rite.. i oso wan to go.. but cant!

attachment.. oh well.. there will always be chance de rite.. hehe..

sept sept sept..

wonder they got recieved my gifts properly anot..

haha.. sometimes ask ppl to help u do stuffs.. u just will still insecured as well..

i so feel like eating a good meal.. yesh again.. lol..

AND TT CHEWYEE ARH!! U BETTER ASK MI OUT HOR!!

IF NOT!!!!... haha.. no la.. still heart u so much!! haha

okok.. blog later.. haha

2006-03-19T00:59:00.000+08:00

been quite some time i realli blog? haha

feeling quite fuck up now..

why cant i be like others where they can just simply tell or blog everything tt they face.

but i cant.. coz i tihnk is so embarrassing that i actually facing such situation..

i just cant bring myself to tell anyone..

not tt i haf no one to turn to...... just i cant bring myself to tell others of wad kind of shit i am in..

behind a smile... there are many tears..

where no one noes how hurt she realli feel..

how helpless she is ... how lost she feel...

no one can ever understand..

for she will never tell...

yet a brave font nid to be put so as to cover my real feelings...

life is like a show isnt it.. tSk..

11th MarCh... Blen's 1 yr anniversary...

times flies isnt it.. so fast he left us for a yr already...

yet de sadness is still within us...

today went to suntec's submit... all thanks to weiming to bring us there for free!!!

( though we been in suntec for hours can! )

simply nice view of singapore.. VERY ROMANTIC!!

den u see the sky... i see the clouds...

suddenly i just tot of... is blen up there? looking at us from there?

though had a sudden urge of crying.. but i held back.. =)

arGh... i need strength to deal with my problems..

i need courage to face it..

i tihnk i gonna " lock" myself up for quite some time..

before i can really get in contact with my frenz..

haha. i tihnk i nv realli contact anyone for now..

i just need time of my own to let me face the reality..

i know i am running away..

i know i haf to face it..

i know sharing with others will be easier..

i know i know.....

SAY IS ALWAYS EASIER THAN ACTION OK!!

fuck all the problems la..

2006-03-08T10:25:00.000+08:00

ok.. i am super bored now..

so free... haha

coz de lady boss come back le...... so waiting for her to tell us wad to do..

so right now.. basically i just day dreaming.. haha

so sianz la... ntuhing to do for 2 hrs already... tSK tSK

i rather slp man.. so boring can..

everyday go jp eat.. very Expensive lei.. aIYO!!!

faster over plz...

haha..

oh well.. learning experience!!! hahaX

itp itp.. haha..

i nid money man.. i nid to buy lots of stuffs..

i haben even write my letters to my cambodian kids...

time is like not enuff lei... everyday work..work.. got out.. den slp! haha

tiring lei!!!

heheX ... so many stuffs to do.. strESS!! lolx ...

wad shd i buy for cambodia kids lei.. ithinking of making cookies... hehe...

maybe i shd do tt bah..

so fast.. blenhiem alreayf leave us for almost a yr le..

time realli flies man..

wonder how is he now,..... =)

good luck everyone!!

hur hur...

2006-03-06T17:15:00.000+08:00

5 minutes to end work…

haha.. my job not slack lei… sianz…

worst thing is a lot of ppl msg mi saying how slack it their job ok!!

ARGH!

thx jessen for my reminding how pathetic my pay is with the work I am assigned to…

but more job satisfaction lei.. self consolation!!!

better den u all nuthing to do!! LOL..

need to do research on recycling in today’s industry… make mi realiase actually Singapore got it many good points..

we are the world top seven intelligent communities…

best labour force!!! Even better den US!! Haha…

one of the most vital internation air travel hubs…

and top in ease of doing business..

cool rite.. I nv tot Singapore is so good.. till today..

haha.. I just done a introductory letter on introducing the new co. product to the customers..

is the NON WOVEN PP bags.. haha… u noe.. myphosis tt kind of bag.. hehe..

I realize my co. quite established.. a lot of well recognize customers.. haha..

Den done abit of telemarking,…. So sad.. I dun like it..

Have to face rejection…. Coz they dun really give their boss private mail.. hehe

Den now have to do research on recycling..recycling n recyling..

Good luck michelle!! Haha!!

luckily my co. ppl seems nice... drive us to Jp to eat!

us? another attachment guy from sP! hehe

okok.. got to stop!

bye it!

2006-03-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

haha.... ytd was quite fun..

went there quite early... to celebrate fang bdae..

haha.. i tell u arh..

i seriously nid to train my eyes.. wun close when there is flash..

den i purposly strained my eyes.. look so fake la...

lol.. wad to do..

haha.. got damn high..

free drink free entrance.. n cab onli 5 bucks..

haha... coz i am de last one... !!!

den de guy each pay 10.. so i tan tio la..

my chao tar frenz damn good ok!!

love her!!! haha..

she damn high oso.. lol..

she remeber to give mi cake.. LOL!!

she love de present.. i love it too.. lol

2006-03-04T12:18:00.000+08:00

hahah.. finally examz are over!!!!

after 2 weeks of battle? or rather 1 week..

having 4 paper in 5 days.. not a easy task ok!

especially if u are those kind of last minute preparation one! n THAT's ME!!!

but oh well.. hope i can pass.... hehe~

haha.. before exam study with all my darlings... hehe

huimin is standard one.. i just love studying with her... simply love it.. lolx..

there is no selfishness between us... we just so willing to help each other..

ever since pri sch... we been studying together.. haha..

next is CHEWY!!! first time study with her.... lol

did de things tt i hate ppl to do!! n yet i did it!! all thanks to her!!

lol... love studying with her oso... haha....

oh yah.. wuthy ask mi to ask chewy anithing abt GOd... =)

next is vicole n kelly.. lol.. eat eat eat..

but this holiday damn sad la..

after exam is work work work... heng qz working area is near me..

lol....

after work... school starts again... haix.... wad a busy holiday... hur hur hur...

den cannot go cambodia..

wTH!! sibei sianz..

wonder how my working life as admin will be man..

looking forward yet dun realli wan to start work..

lol.. contridating..? life is contridating la..

at least for me!! wahaha..

later going to celebrate fang bdae at momo..

my chao tar frienz... hehe..

bought sth i like so much for her... haix.. dun feel like giving lei..

nvm..chao tar frenz wad right!! hehe~ self consolation... lol..

den will get to see some of my 5A classmate.. yes 5A not 5B..

lol.. i not 5A traitor ok.. lol... i m just versatile.. lol..

oh yah... ytd after last paper... went out with my gers..

we all were so tired ok.. yet we still go out..

coz is somehow our last day as a class? SOMEHOW!!

coz when sch start we wun be in de same klass animore...

meaning no more kelly to take bus with me?? sOB sOB!!!

my bus khaki...

anyway.. we went to eat crystal JADE!!

de dessert were fantastic...

the mango pudding..WOOOO~

the banana cream puff with lotus paste... shoik!!!

and the durian one.. WAH!!!

i love it!! so NICE!!

great choice ! lolx

i give 10 stars la.. lol... too much? but certainly worth it..

dun believe go try it.. bring mi as well ok? lolxx

alrite.. end here.. cant remeber wad to write..

though i tot i got so much thing to write.. lolx...

anyway.. i proud to say.. I LOVE MY LIFE ... yeah~

at least not so boring like some ppl...

lol...

walk walk..talk talk.. oh so loving.. wtf... opx =X

2006-02-17T00:14:00.001+08:00

showing u more photos of us at dBL O!!

i somehow miss my hair..

haha.. now shorter by so much..

sOb sOB..

so toot now..

sOb sOB...

somehow i like it too..

but so short.. lol..

2006-02-17T00:14:00.000+08:00

the 4 of us again... haha

2006-02-17T00:12:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHH... wad we SAW??? LAME.. lol

2006-02-17T00:12:00.001+08:00

more photos of us at DBL O... lolx

2006-02-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

act cUte Us!! or rather aCt cUte me!! lol

2006-02-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

is us again!! puFFy FACE!! LOL

2006-02-17T00:07:00.000+08:00

joycie... li xia... me...kelly... nice nice...

2006-02-17T00:06:00.000+08:00

joycie... michi...kellY .. y the photos like tt ar? i oso dunno.. hahha

2006-02-15T23:11:00.000+08:00

alrite ppl!!

I OFFICALLY DECLARED BROKE!!!

wah lau.. alot of FEB bAbieS la..

sommore my good frenz bdae at FEB.. den spend so much for aLL..

i going to EAT WIND liao..

but nvm la.. is for them.. dun so kay gaO..

just blame on myself.. lolx... dunno how to collect money =X

haha..

today went to shop for my jessen present..

lol..

walk super long ... i tihnk i super ma fan... den keep looking..

den poor tC n qZ pei mi walk whole day...

they so nice la.. lolx...

heheX

hope he will like de present bah..

oh ya.. is jin birthday oso .. lhappy birthday girl...

march coming... ZHONG LIANG JI oso..

my chao ta frenz..

EAT WIND !!! lol

2006-02-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

i'm such a bad person...

realli...

drifting..

jumping here n there....

haha...

i'm so mean.... but guess i couldnt take it ani longer..

haha.. all well... hehe....

lalala~

it will end soon..

dont try to guess wad i am saying.. i bet u wun noe.. lolx..

i'm just so evil.. mean..cruel...

perhaps.. i'm a deVIL too.. i dunno..

bOOOo...

life is tiring yah...

sometimes i hate it..

sometimes i love it...

sometimes i cant stand it

sometimes i dun understand it...

sometimes i wish i wan to end it...

sometimes i dun even wan to face it..

i just wan to run away from reality...

i hate it.. .

2006-02-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

hehe.. at dBL O... nice rite...

2006-02-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

took in dbL O toilet.. haha.. love her... mUacks

2006-02-11T21:59:00.001+08:00

haha.. I AM SO RED RITE!! high ok high!!!

2006-02-11T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha.. i look drunk rite? but i wasnt.. i was just HIGH!! lol

2006-02-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

i'm unhappy....

2006-02-02T23:32:00.000+08:00

haha... pms freak ok..

lol..

now we're fine once again... lame...

lolx.. debating abt proving right n wrong is different from wanting to win or lose!!

dumb ritex.. haha..

his bdae coming le.. headach la... so expensive him... haha

haha... i recieve my letters from my cambodia kids..

they use money to fold into hearts give mi.. so touched !!

hehe..

others recieved alot.. mi onli a few...

but is okay... my wuthy still treat mi de best.. heheX

hmm.. A de him...

come n tok to mi.. tot i haf bf.. heheX

coz my nick is .. its our story... but actually it means my story with my cambodia darlings!

hehe.. den nice chat la..

so happy..

he always on my mind isnt he..

i regreted deleting his photo in my phone...

=(

well.. lets see how things goes... hehe!

2006-02-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

i wanna cry i wanna die..

haha.. abit kua zhang...

but ya la...

he attitude mi again..

sianz..

dunno this time.. wad wrong i did again...

forever like tt

n it forever irritated mi...

oh well.. mainly for the fact.. i am concern abt it.. more than anithing else..

haix...

i have a good day today ... wonderful day..

going to ppl house bai nian.. like jeremy's jason's..

so nice.. so fun..

but come back.. it realli spoils my day... make mi so... i dunno...

aRGh... sometimes i just wan to noe wad on earth he is thinking..

why cant i noe him as well as he noes mi...

argh.... i hate it...

de open house thing oso.. kaox.. wadever..

i just wan u to be like wad u use to be...

am i asking too much..

2006-01-28T23:36:00.000+08:00

it have been a busy week for mi!!

haha.. is so fun oso!! haha...

tues n wed went shoping crazy with my gers....

haha.. liling bought sth she likes le..

but she forever give tt kind of face.. SIANZ DIAO!!

n she left 2 dollars she DARE to call us go V8 eat lei!!

den mH.. spend money .. WOoooo.. rICH IT!! lolx

den Jason called mi for cAnada..

haha.. talk for quite long... hmm... *seCret*

den after tt jeph called mi!! i wAs shocked actually

haha.. den talk till quiet late!! make mi so tired!! hhahaha

thurs went to watch Memoirs Of A Geisha!!

fun fun... haha.. with yati n jeph..

i know it may sounds wierd ok!!

but.. haha.. is still fun la ..

i presonally think de show was not bad... hehe..

but it was a damn sway day for mi!!! lolx..

we go watch 9 pm show mah..

den by the time... i might not have last train le....

den we still lost our way in marina sQ..

den my phone no batt..

want to take taxi!! no taxi!! all put BUSY!! waiting for 12am den fetch ppl lo...

den at first borrow fone from jeph.. den ask my bro to come down in abt 20 min time to pay for my cab fare.. coz no money too!!

but no cab lo.. super alot of ppl taking cab too!!sianz...

den go raffles link to borrown fone.. de security guard so nice la!! heheX

call my dad to fetch mi..

den forget to call my brO!!

by de time i remember ....i already at suntec!!

nid to look for fone again!! STARBUCKS DUN WAN TO LEND MI LO!!! hmph!

i seriously nid a new phone ok!!

den walk till pan pacific.. de guy oso so nice!! help mi dial quite a no. of times also..!!

coz my BRO did not pick up de call.. lolx..

finally i am home!! LOLX

den friday.. lolx.. cOOL ok

first time in my life.. or rather my poly life.. i stay in sch till 11 pm!!

till all de lights were off!! quite scary lo!! plus super cOLD!!

den jessen they all come n fetch mi...

coz we going to celebate steph bdae...

haha.. we went to red room at marina south..

hmm.. de pub quite quiet... haha.. abit boring la.. den de usual 4 of us.. reach first mah..

den we slack down there.. till de rest of 5B guys reach!!

being the onli ger not tt cool ok!! haha.. keep on suan mi!! cannot stand it!!!

haha.. but is joking one la.. haha.. quite funny oso

den we quite hungry... at first i am de one damn hungry la..

do project from 4 to 11.. haben eat lei..

sommore lunch oso onli eat the pizza onli...

den after tt 9 of us... go to geylang!! EAT MUI!!

so ex lo... it cost us 63.40 lo!! just for mUI!!

haha.. is our "reunion dinner" .. so meaty.. lolx

lol.. den we walk ard... see see look look..

damn funny la...

tired le la.. ask mi for details... haha..

den reach home 4 + le... sleep 5 am... hahahah

den today go xiao gu house eat reunion dinner..

nothing special ... same for every yr.. lolx...

judst tt kor kor went to neW zEaland le... n he promise all of us ..

he will get for us a COW!!!

wonder will it look like goat.. haha...

oh yah..,, wuthy they all recieved the stuffs i give them le..

so happy!! they did recieved u noe!!!! haha

for a moment.. i think my life is perfect now.. haha...

aniway..

++ hAPPY cHINesE neW yR++!

2006-01-24T00:39:00.000+08:00

my hp fail on me..

after 2 yrs i tihnk...

white screen le..... supser sad..

so much memories in using the phone... awwwww...

the worst thing is.. i dunno wad phone to buy.. i dun like any of de phone...

sianz...

i today did alot alot of stupid tihngs.. since de morning... gosh..

can i stop being so blur..

haha.. happy... finally tok to jeph..

after so long...

no more strangers le bah...

lets forget de past n move on..

is still better to have one more frenz...

wOOOhOOooo..

hope tt nu ren rashes faster recover..

if not new yr with tt face..

mei lian jian ren!! LOLX

lazy to blog... le la..

oh btw.. dun bully my LILing man!!

curse the person who done so...

bleahx

2006-01-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

hahaha... fri the 13th..

is my swayest day ok!!

first my laptop..

den my hp camera spoil!!

goSh!!!

cam spoil no because i keep on take pictures ok!1

ask mi n u will noe!!

now my com... dunno why in chinese le...

ARgh.. i going mad!!

haha..

ytd fun fun fun!!

went to have dinner with my serve cambodia mates!!

love them all..

went holland and eat!! and swensens to eat ice cream!!

hahaha... den haf a great day..

after tt went out with jurong click!! haha...

we went prawn-ing!!! so fun!!

all de dirty stuffs they do... den thier hand stinks!!

the place nv provide soap..

haha.. i so lucky!!! all de dirty job they do!!!

they slice de "hUm" ..... as a bait.. tt y thier hand stinks!! haha..

den first qz go prawning...den tC... den jessen..

still no prawns!! haha..

den my turn!! I CAUGHT ONE!! lol

den i kinda lost la!!

i dunno wad to do... i am like.. oh gosh..den how den how..

haha.. den tC came to my rescue!! lolx..

abit dumb la.... shd have just pull de string towards mi..den walk back..

but aiya.. first time mah!! haha

and

beginner luck which onli i haf!! haha... they all dun have...

haha

tts after 12 ok!! haha.. XIE MEN rite!!

they after tt they veri enthu already!!

so fun la.. coz we all newbies..

but still my prawn is de biggest of all...

i love prawning!!! haha

hesmsmitomysurprise...
itothesmsdewrongperson..
denhesaidpassword"banana split'
haha..socutela..
heaskmiout..
iamsohappybutiamconfuseaswell
itotiforgottenhimbutirealiseheisalwaysonmymind
iusedestupiestmethodtoreplacehimbefore
butitdinturnoutwellasitisnotsuccessful
inoeimaybeselfishmaybestupid
tousettmethodtoforgethim..
butitisthepathichosen....
idunnowadshdidonow...

2006-01-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

hahaha! super HIgH!! super HAPPY!!

guess wad!! i recieve my email from wuthy le!!

dunnit to worry already!! WAHAHA..

guess i am de only one worrying bahx...

but i am sure my frenz will sure be happy for mi as well.. hehe..

coz the charges is rather high.. twice than usual.. so he didnt email me..

plus he went to his sis wedding~ opX

which i forget.. blur me..

i just love to recieve his mail

no matter how unhappy how scared i am. he just brightens up my day....

=)

2006-01-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

STUPID STUPID STUPID..

lOSER is all i can say about u...

i dun care u read this anot... coz u doesnt matter to mi any longer..

stop spoiling me mood ... dammit...

so wad if i saw u... u act as though u din see mi.. loser

den now come msn ask mi whether i saw u?

stop giving mi all these crap.. coz i wun entertain it

i not those young gers.... mei you zhe me hao pian!

come on.. u dun even haf de guts to say hi to be... den jolly well GET LOST la....

get on with ur life.. n get out of mine..

haha.. when he msg mi.. guess wad i did..

i went to find my good frenz immediately.. like so use to it le..

haha.. i dun even haf to mention who is de person... he noes it...

isnt tt so amazing..

yes yes.. i msg him first.. but who cares.. lolx

finally cOOLED

2006-01-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

it been 2 weeks since i last recieved thier mails...

wad happen to them? are they facing any difficulties?

or sth happen to wuthy?

gOsh.. i just hope to recieve thier mail as soon as possible..

i am worried.. seriously worried...

haix...

n liling n wH so smart arh.. can guess i am worried coz of cambodia kids!

life's weird isnt it..

for a moment u can be so close... n before you noe it...

u are not so close together afterall...

issit true.. u gain some in a way... tt u must forgo another thing as well..

opportunity cost? haha

cant i haf both? humans can never be satisfied...

we used to have a group name..

one "left" coz of diff sch.. so hardly meet up...

n i think i kind of left de grp as well ?

we werent tt close together animore...

tSk.. wad more can i ask...

de feeling wasnt tt good afterall...

another side.. my good frenz..

damn.. i miss him...

we nv spoken to each other since then...

petty? childish? yes we are...

lolx..

i got a feeling i am sure de one to go tok to him first..

coz his bade is coming real soon... haix!!

i miss whining to him..

complaining to him...

miss his scolding...

being so concern for me.

sometimes he treat mi damn nice.. like a princess? waHAahhaah

think i been mention abt this umpteen times..

but all in all.. he just understand mi so well...

read mi like a book..

noe wad i like n dislike at wad time..

somtimes i dun even haf to spell it out..

i just love tt kind of feelings..

missing it..

can i stop being petty? - my new yr resolution? wahaha

2006-01-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

hAPPy NeW yEar tO ALL!!

hehex..

ytd...31 dec.. is BEN de bdae..

den we went out to eat n celebrate... n of coz countdown to new yr... hahax...

exciting day man ytd..... haha....

first mi n weihong meet first.. go buy tickets for the CHINESE TALL STORY..

i call it a super lame story i ever watch man...

i am like wTH so many time in de theater.. so u judge whether issit a nice show to watch.. =)

den after buying the tickets... it started to POUR!!!

den have to meet de dear ben.. he is at lucky n we are at far east...

hahaha!! den mi n wH took bus all they way to PS den take mrt to orchard..

cuz we dun wan to get wet!! lame lame rite!!

den we went clark quey to eat at de indonesian restaurant..

yummy yummy...

de food was quite good i can say!! haha..

den we went to pub ...

chocolate bar ... i dun like there... haha

LOndon pub was not bad ... hehe...

oh yah..den tt vicole damn funny... *secret*

i tihnk mh was drunk oso.. she suddenly msg mi sth tt i dun realli understand! haha

den 2 plus wan to go home le..

but den arh.. oh my god la.. no CAB OK!!

all de way till 4 no cab..

from clark quey walk till chinatown.. so many humans..

waiting for cab... gosh..

den we went to orchard to take cab.. haha..

veri soon we caught a cab in orchard..

n ta ta... home sweet home!!

on de way.. thx andy-fu shun.. the teck wah one..

haha.. keep on chat with mi.. console mi...

ask mi cool down..

he damn cool lo.. got chicken pox for 2 times..

n i nv forget wad he said..

once a frenz always a fren.. nv forget..

so nice rite..

haha..

i believed i will have a blessed 2006...

2005-12-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

boo!

haha.. been quite a good ger lately...

cuz everyday stay at home...

cuz my father was complaining tt i haben been at home for long...

" nu hai zi... zhen tian mei you hui jia"

haha... oh well....

so here i am staying at home.. who suppose to be studying for her upcoming test..

but oh well.. as usual.. lazY bum!

did i mention i watched king kong?

lolx.. kinda nice show.. but with ben ard.. is irritating...

lolx...

i sitll prefer narina... lalala... i love fantasy shows... bleahx...

relationship, friendship can be fragile isnt it...

good things nv last...

agree?

alot of ppl ard mio are facing breakups and so...

oh well.. hope they are coping well with it.. hehex...

haha.. thx weijia for listening to my nonsense last nite...

lolx.. shhhhh.. is between both of us rite baby...

lol.. u are so sweet tt u make hersheys outta business...

didnt recieved my mail from wuthy... kinda worried.. or rather sad..

i so used to recieveing his mail every week...

wonder is it coz he have no more money left..

gosH... feel so guilty if it is realli true..

oh well.. new yr.. new start... new mi.. new hair.. lOLX

+ ppl always chase for sth they want to have, but forget abt wad they already have+

humans.. always not being contented

2005-12-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

haix...

hate guys...

a bunch of cheaters!!!

although i am not de one personally affected this time...

but i feel so angry for my frenz....

kinda reminds mi of mine too.. lolx..

oh well.....

actually there was a 5A gathering tml.. but was cancelled..

de main point is .. i wasnt even told abt it...

till i saw kien tat nick.. that 5A gathering is cancelled...

i mind? of coz i do ok... kinda offended though..

den dunno why i told ivan abt it.. cuz we were chatting bahc....

den he say.. 5A dun wan u.. den 5B take u lo...

i also always join thier's gathering.. lolx..

quite true... hehex.. but still they are a whole bunch of guys la!!

yes yes.. they dun treat mi like a ger.. lolx...

till now we haben spoke to each other..

maybe he tihnks i am crazy.. making a big fuss over sth so small

oh weLL... let see how...

i haf faith in our friendship though.. =)

seems like everyone have a bad chirstmas yah....

except mi? haha..

no la.. just tt i noe how to view things from diff angle onli.. hehe

sometimes i feel so blessed to have this ability.. hehe..

2005-12-26T17:36:00.000+08:00

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

2005-12-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

actually veri lazy to blog..

but but but...

my dear chewy said sth so sweet to me..

so must blog n let u all jealous.. haha..

chewy* says:
and i realsie i miss you alot

chewy* says:
haha

chewy* says:
we both were together most of the time

chewy* says:
anyway in case i din tell you this before...thanks for looking out for me during the trip le....all of you esp the lesly 6 are one of the best gift i got this year

i miss you too chewy...

miss the time we spend together also..

but i dun miss the time look after you when u are sick ok!!

haha.. not tt i dun wan to take care of you le.... is i dont wan u to fall sick again... okok..

i miss my lesley 6 too...

chewy* says:
i love mich and i know mich loves me too!!!

of coz i do love you too.. muackz!

i nv regret making my trip down to cambodia..

although initially i din noe anione from de grp.. n i kind of reluctant to go alone..

but now i realli am so happy tt i did went in de end..

learnt so much there.. gain so much there... although i lost someone when i come back..

but i am glad i lost it.. lolx..

have my lesley darlingz.. my wuthy..rothana.. n vanndee too

haiz.. reminds mi of my rothana was punish.. cuz he played at de wrong time..

thus was banned from playing for a month..

my poor darling boy...

miss them...

haha.. now my chirstmas eve...

not tt bad..

went to swensen to have a mini celebration of mh bdae...

den after tt actually wan to go MOS

but de queue was.. OMG.. super long

went to zouk.. alrite la.. not tt bad...

though nv drink enuff to get high...

saw derrick n shi xin hui..

i find shi xin hui quite cute n pretty....

actually was suppose to join jeremy, jason n frenz for countdown...

or joyce at esplande..

haha.. but din met them in de end.. hehex...

den de day before chirstmas eve...

went to watch narnia with jeremy, jason and frenz..

super nice show.. i love it..

den ton at esplande...

did all sorts of fun things.. kinda enjoy my nite...

the ppl there veri funny.. veri sporting.. haha..

esp at ochard road....

one guy called JASOn.. another one..

his wallet was stolen by us.. den we sabo him..

ask him sing a chirstmas carol at orchard road.. and one person must clap for him..

singing quite a few times.. no one clap for him..

den he went to approach one ang moh..

ask him to clap for him after he sang finish...

kinda cool rite..

i bet i didnt there to do tt..

lolx..

fun day..

2005-12-22T00:06:00.000+08:00

I DYED MY HAIR!!

haha..

vERI Bright siaH...

but i like it...

NEW HAIR!! lolx..

2005-12-21T13:37:00.000+08:00

wOOo000....

to prevent myself from falling asleep....

so i decided to come n blog.... hehex....

if not tt nu ren.. will kill mi la...

cuz if now slp.. sure cannot wake up one..

talk abt the 5 wierd facts first.. if not tt liling going to sad... lol..

1. eat fish soup tt time... like to take soya sauce n mix with pepper...

not weird rite.. but ppl ard mi find it funny...

2. like to drink with 2 straws... if my frenz nv take 2 straws for mi.. i conclude tt de frenz dunno me well.. lolx...

3. still will go out shopping with my brother.. lolx... alot of ppl say.. seldom siblings will still go out... lolx..

4. love to drink soup... and can leave the whole bowl of rice seems untouched...

5. rather picky n choosy abt frenz... lolx... i cannot stand others critisizing my frenz infront of me..

cuz got one time.. this jerk.. he criticize han siang to me... say wad BB ite blah blah.. veri beng..

cannot stand his way of talking..

i just cant stand it.. they are my frenz.. wad haf u got to criticise my frenz....

sommore han xiang is quite nice towards mi.. n we still in contact lo..

totally hate it..

ppl who i cant stand.. OUT.. ppl got QB look.. OUT!

haha.. not tt jia lart la.. but i realli quite choosy abt frenz.. so all my frenz please feel honoured!! lol..

let mi tok abt ytd.. haha... ton at jere house..

mi n some of de serve cambodia mates... have movie maraton!!!

the promise... emily rose.. chicken little... mr n mrs smith...

hehe..

the promise is watch in cinema.. others is at jeremy house!!

emily rose makes mi fall asleep...

chicken little... haha...cute..funny.. cartoon la...

mr n mrs smith.. fell asleep le everyone.. cuz too tired bah...

den this morning wake up n watch .. HALFWAY!!

sad.. =(

but ok la.. have a fun day with them... hehex...

oh oh oh.. i wan to complain..

de stupit jason block my way!!!

den my leg cannot scretch la..... must bend n lie on the sofa n slp..

but in de middle.. i heck liao..

i jus put my leg on him.. haha..

poor boy... but who ask him!!

all others guys slp on floor lo!!

bu shi nan ren!! lolx...

but floor oso not much place for him to slp le .. lolx

haha.. now update abit on working de bah...

finally our 6 days of work has ended...

now just waiting for money....

working there quite alrite la...

cuz with frenz mah.. good frenz and darling... hehe..

finally got chance to work with dar eve again.... so happy la...

hahaha... chirstmas joining her oso... HEEX..

even not much activities but can spend time with her oso happy la...

haha.. dont worry.. we nt lEsbIanz la...

although sounds abit like.. lol....

oh... i wan to mention de QC guy...

he very cute la...

last day of work den notice got him....

at first we disturb each other lo...

long story.. lazy to elaborate.. lolx..

but got one part.. he super disgusting....

cuz he saw mi give sweets to my nu renz...

den his hand was out.. saying nv give him....

den i give.... den he ask mi go.. i ask him come n take

den he say he have oso.. showing mi the sweet in his mouth..

den i ask him give mi... haha

den he say the one in his mouth is the last one...

den nvm la... play play onli

den later he come towards mi..

saying.. just now u wan the sweet rite...

den pointing to his mouth.. "NAH"

den of coz i said.. take out la!!

den i tot he wun la.. den i continue to do my work..

den he push my hand... trying to squeeze the sweet to my mouth la..

yUCK!!!

but he is cute.. lolx..

sweet memories in tt workplace.. HEEX

2005-12-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

haha!!

i going mad..

so happy...

wOOOOO...feng nu ren again rite..

haha.....

i recieve my letter from my dear wuthy..vanndee n rothana le!!

haha!! my letter are so nice....... other ppl one oso veri nice!!

dne i go crazy.. going ard showing my letters... haha...

dun care...

wuthy's drawings still so good... as usual la...

everyone commented so nice oso!! hehe..

n yah..... ALOT OF PPL PEEP AT MY LETTER LO!!

cuz wuthy send his photo to me wearing the jeans i gave him..

hehe..so sweet....

ROthana gave mi a short n sweet letter too..

but he wish mi a strange chirstmas? i wonder why.. lol...

nvm.. i sitll love him...

vanndee letter to mi oso nice.. she said she scored weLL... so happy..

but her letter to weijia seems nicer.. ..

then weijia say cuz he cuter.. PUI~

but dun care....

as long as my 3 darlings got send mi sth.. i damn happy le...

hehe..

my poor mad woman... have to stuff de hotdog bread in her mouth.. just to accompany mi to go collect my letter!!

den we ran out of the library..

den she tolerate my HIGH-NESS..

haha.. poor nu ren....

recently nu ren not tt happy... cheer up man!! heheX..

althoug u keep on say... u suspect whether i am human anot..

lolx...

but i still think my way of thinking.. is corrite ma..

why must we make our life miserable rite?

hehe...

oh well.. one thing for sure...

my cambodia darlings will not made mi sad!!

love them..

2005-12-07T23:05:00.000+08:00

bo0!!

haha.... i feel so eviL.. lalala~

onli me n tt mad woman will noe...

oh wELL.... working working working.. makes mi so tired can..

but for the sake of moneY!!

for rothana wuthy.. vanndee!!

must perserver!! lolx..

but working on weekend realli kinda shitty la!!

miss out so much fun la!!

tt stupit act cute boi!! sure gonna provoke mi again rite!!

DUMB JASON!!

so sad.. i so tempted la!!

but for cambodia!1 i am determined to continue working.. haha..

actually i tihnk the money earn is more like..

for me to do my own shopping lei!! haha.. opX

i wan to send x'mas card to cambodia!!!

stop saying wrapping mi up to send to cambodia!!

or wrap cambodia up to send to me!!!

or whether have i been a good ger.. so santa clause will grant my wish!!

haha.. lame rite..

is wEIjIa who says tt to me!!

am i really tt obsessed with cambodia???

realli tt jia lart??

2005-12-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

hehe!! i talk to de twins!!

serve cambodia 04 de!!

haha!! finally somone to share my joy abt wuthy they all de!!

say wad they call him brother commando!! lolX...

heheX...

but i miss out the fun in the newspaper collection tihng!!

if not maybe can noe them better!!

hehe... quite cute..

oh well.... why do u come n talk to me again..

cant u just leave mi alone..

i dun feel weird talking to you.. i feel nothing..

i rather talk to de twins abt my cambodia stuffs.. den answering your dumb qns..

so wad if i am going cambodia.. so wad if i am not..

are u going to sponser mi?

or are u going to say u are concern for me as a frenz?

haha.. come on... u are nt even qualified to be my frenz..

say i am heartless....childish or wadever.. i dun nit a frenz like u!

haha.. guess u are just so insignificant in my life!!

u made no impact in my life actually....

nv recieve mails from cambodia.. i feel so much worst..seriously..

ending with u.. is such a release for me..

oh btw.. half dead.. got nuthing to do with u man...

just that i am sick...

haha...

oh .. weihong is rite!!

i am more suitable for a carefree life!!

sometimes i tihnk i am too independent.. too strong le bah...

hehe..

2005-11-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

lalalalala!!

finally got inflow of money le!! haha..

but sacrifice my weekends le... but oh well.. onli 3 weeks la...

but de travelling.. haix haix haix..

but den is with my 3 best sister... haha...

exp my dear dear eve!!

haha..

den got money go cambodia!!

got money dye hair.. purple!

buy hp..

wah... so much to buy.. dunnit enuff anot!

most impt!! buy stuffs for my rothana n wuthyyyy!!

muackZzz..

miss them!!

2005-11-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

haha.. so happy!!

my beloved Rothana!!! he got the fifth position in class!!

TOP 5 OK!! out of 60 pupils!!

my smart little boy!! i so proud of him!!!

haha... i just hope to see the change in him with my own eyes!!

wuthy fall sick again =(

but got rothana take care of him!!! so cute rite!

rothana must be veri cute!! imagine him sponging wuthy! taking his temp. feed him medicine!

must be damn cute!

den Rothana must listen to story den can sleep...

den wuthy tell him bedtime story!!

aWwww.... they 2 co cute can!!

imagine Rothana listen the story..den he slp.. cfm veri cute!

so happy.. they got each other to depend on! n take care of each other!!

i realli hope to go back again...

haha!

ya.. me n my cambodia stuffs again... haha..

ya i am obsessed with it...

lol.. but i m truly happy with it!! haha

oh btw... the right choice of word is impt k!

if not it will led ppl to "anihow" tihnk! lolx!

2005-11-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

hmm.. ..

this few days.. hAO FAN!!!

i dunno whether to ask for deferment anot...

everything nt cfm... i cant ask for deferment rite..

but i really wan to go back to see my wuthy n rothana...

ppl been saying i too crazy over cambodia... one way tix suits me..

haha.. i tihnk is ok la..

they did so much for mi ok.... i so touched by them... i miss them ... realli!

at first i tot deferment was impossible..

cuz yr 2 must do de attachment..

i am actually veri sad tt i might not be able to go back cambodia..

my heart realli sanks..

i feel so sad... even worst den i end my previous... u noe...

haha.. maybe cuz tt person dun worth my time at all..

my wuthy n rothana realli deserve everything i do for them... they realli worth my time...

cuz they truly care n love mi.. they show not onli thru words.. but actions..

yeah... they dun haf car.. dun haf alot of money...

but they do everything they could for me..

n tts realli enuff...

now i so worried..

i scared nobody go back with mi in sept.. i must go back... i realli have to..

those who are close to mi will noes why...

those who dunno why i behave this way..

plz get lost... i noe u read my blog... if u dun understand why i am reacting this way.. den dun bother to...

u are out of my life...

++ is better to lose a lover, then love a LOSER++

2005-11-23T15:45:00.000+08:00

heheX... come n blog abt my email i receieve from wuthy again..

yes my life is cambodia cambodia n cambodia!! haha!!

they rOckz my wOrld... my wUthy n ROthana! love them to bits!!

show u a portion on the msg n u will now why i love them so much..

n they seriously deserve my love for them... haha!

they means more than anything to mi!!

here it goes....

" Nowaday Rothana change alot .He is very hard working now .Every free times i saw him read alot of books. He tell me that he want to know how to read and write letter like me too, he also plant vegetable like me too.And then he want to give the money that he earn to me to email to you .I am proud of him very much ,so do you? "

of coz i am so proud of him.. i am so impressed by him also..

a ten yr old kid can be so sensible u noe! unlike some xiao mei mei.. haha... "if u get wad i mean!'

haha.. my rothana is de best...

i read this i almost teared la.. is like so touching can!

he did so much for me... sacrifice so much for me..

and all i nid to do is just reply them... and they will be so happy...

i dunno how to describe how i am feeling..

RotHana msg to me!! "

" Dear My Michelle
Hello !How are you?what are you doing in your country ?I thank you for your letter .I miss you so so much before i went to sleep i always pray for you .I hope one day you believe in Jesus ........[our secret]! "

"Thank you for being good to me .Thank you for spending time with me .You are my belobe sister i could have .I enjoyed talking with you very much .Your face are always in my mine .Take care may God bless you and guide you . "

LOVE FROM YOUR BROTHER ROTHANA.

he so sweet.. so nice... omG...

i'm so happy to hear the change in rothana!!

from a mischevious kid to such a sensible kid.. i am realli so impressed by him..

how i wish to see him again...

i miss him so much can!!

i miss cambodia... haha...

it been a month! i still so enthu abt it ok!! n my enthuism will nv fade... haha..

they realli mean more than anithing to me!!

I WAN TO GO CAMBODIA!!

2005-11-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

u brightens up my day

u bring a smile onto my face...

i just cant wait to see u again...

n guess who is tt!!

non other than!!! WUTHY!!!

here some little details... the rest is out secret!

"i am very sad to hear that you are crying again who hurt you .why they hurt you? you mustbe brave ok don't let any one look down on you ok .you are my Michelle must don't cry ya.. "

another part

"michelle do you know ?from my youngest years till thise moment here i> never seen such a friendly friend like you even my close friend .Michelle you are specail just the way you are .thank you michelle for being my good friend i hope our friendship will never end
so sweet rite... "

you dunno how to treasure me.. appreciate me.. i have others to treasure me!

i realli nid my one way ticket.. a place where i find my happiness...

haha..

today go watch harry potter...

quite nice wad i tihnk... maybe cuz i nv read the book...

tHz to jessen for coming to my sch to fetch me!! haha!

oh.. shall omit the sway part we met today!

lolx...

i had move on... haha!!

i still feel out of place when i'm in school

2005-11-19T23:42:00.000+08:00

boO!!!

haha.. ytd went to eat egg n cheese prata!! and tEh bIng..

not bad quite nice man...

best prata ok!!

haha.. but now falling sicK le...

wHOse fAuLt?

she noes la! lolx

sore throat n headach...

scared soon all my illness come...

coz it always happen...

or maybe i just feel exhuasted...

oh well.. everything has finally come to an end ya...

stupit stupit YOU!! you noe who u are aRH!!

meet 2!! 1.50 den wake up..

u noe how far u stay anot arh!! from our meeting place!!

if i go out le how!!

i so gonna kill u la!!

haha...

but nvm i forgive u!!!

u noe wad u shd do ar.. treat movie? dinner or lunch? i dun mind!!

haha!!

our plan must carry on ok!!

this blog suits be better bahx!! hehe..

i like this song.. though i totally no idea wad song is this..

opX...

this blog realli shows how i am feeling now...

but oh well..

it doesnt matter animore...

or maybe it still does..

argh... i nid time time time..

2005-11-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

hehe!!!

no matter how i unhappy i am...

just recieveing the email from my cambodia kid, wuthy n rothana n vanndee

i just feel so happy.. just nuthing can affect mi at tt moment...

how i hope to go back cambodia again!!

no trouble.. no problem .. no worries....

meet simple ppl..live simple...

isnt tt wonderful?

to me it is..

at least the ppl there treat everyone sincerely.. not with any motive..

realli care n love you n nv bear to hurt u...

i miss so much things over there..even the simple meals there i oso miss can!

cuz why.. eating with my cambodia darlings wad...

n they always dream of mi!! how swEet!!

i miss them "sHO MUCH" !! lolx

i love them " sHO much"!!

i guess i realli nid a one way ticket man...

later going to upper thomson to eat prata!!

is like finally i get to eat prata ever since i come back to singapore!! lolx ...

2005-11-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

hmm...

my good frenz talk some sense to mi today...

i totally agree...

he says.. " ur fault is.. tt u are not forgiving.....pple new gf scold onli.. u buay song"

wad i realli agree is with wad he say is...

here it goes!

" i'll juz leave it

cuz i was the one who wanna break up

then now tt he got new gf

nothing to do with me laio

he may be a bastard wadsoever.. but tt's nothing to do with me liao

ppl wanna scold

then scold loh

wad can u do"

sth which is so true..

i dunno why am i so affected in de first place...

maybe cuz bu fu qi bahx...

another thing which i totally give 2 thumbs up is...

from UncLE yU honG...

" u see huh...pple badmouth...coz....u make a diffference in their life u noe..

if u mean nth to them...wad for they mke noise....."

hehe...

see ..

i love all my gd frenz!!! lolX..

i love today....

they always wake mi up to face the reality..

finally everything is over...

2005-11-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

hehe.. new blog skin..

haha!! just a temporary blog la...

is too cute for mi!! lOlx...

just hate the previous blog skin... totally...

so wanted to change it fast....n den i came across this..

so TATA!! here comes the CHICKen LItTLe...

when i have the time den i change it bahx...

to sth tt suits mi more!!

hey ppl.. i am fine already..

xIAng tOng le..

if continue to be sad ...really bu zhi de..

angry over it... oso no point..

haha.. jason commented i am consider quite strong already!! thx boy!!

but jip say i strong on the outside onli!! =(

but nvm.. i nid u to be my punching bag! heheX

haha

i must da ren you da liang!!

dun worry k... heheX ..

it doesnt matter to mi animore...

my life still goes on...

i still have my love ones beside mi...

i still have ppl who truly care for mi...

rite? haha

realli thx those ppl who were there to listen to mi!!

tt wad i needed most...

u noe who u are rite...

my good frenz...

my best frenz...

my serve cambodia peeps!!

my aI de~

my bus khaki!

my evIL qUeeniE

n some frenz...

haha.. w/o u all.. i dunno wad will i become man!!

come to think of tt.. i miss my leSleY 6

i miss my cHEwy to hold my hand!!

i miss joyce...steph... syaz.... sab...

oh well and my serve cambodia ppl...

i love tt bunch of ppl man!! lol..

today my dear didi de bdae!!

bought him an ice cream cake - maNgO tAngO!!

haha..cook him baked macaroni cheese..

arent i nice? this kind of sis go where find?

lolx.. kidding la....

i tend to tihnk alot nowadays....

pardon mi!!

soon i will be back to normal!

yeah!

sOMe thOught OF the daY!!

this time i realli realli realli learnt tt frenz are so impt...

realli...

i realli realli treasure all of u more now...

having frenz to be there for u in time of need...

the feeling is wonderful

somehow i tihnk it reflects on your character also..

if u cant find ani frenz to be there for u when u nid someone...

or share problem with...

can be quite pathetic...

dun blame it on whether u are not socialble.. dun blame it tt ppl just dun like u..

dun say cuz u are quiet!

dun go n find thousands of excuses ...

but go n thINK n reflect!!

whether issit your character or attitude which somehow somewhere went wrong!

cuz to mi.. if u are nice person.. that treat ur frenz sincerely..

i cant find a reason why u cant find ani frenz to be there for u...

tt explains why i always think tt loner are ppl who have attitude problem...

OPx!

oh well ... is just my personal opinion...

2005-11-15T03:00:00.000+08:00

i admit i am sad...

i admit i cried..

i admit it..

i am hurt, insulted, fustrated.. anger..

nvm.. say i sux.. den sux lo..

cuz is just reflect on wad kind of person are u.. rite?

i tried my best not to let you be totally lose hope in life...

so i remain frenz...

endless chat on the phone

n wad i get back is i sux..

oh well...

we meet up on 12th...

14th u got gf..

how cOOL...

i guess i am realli tt insignificant bahx...

wad a painful lesson to learn....

still come n talk to me....

putting all the blame on me..

if thats makes u feel better...

i am fine...

i am the one who make u lose hope...

i am the one who inititate the break up

you tried your best..

i am at the wrong.. at the fault... is all me

nvm...

maybe asking for break up to remain as frens...

so we can understand each other more..

is wrong...

cuz u totally have no patient with me..

love is patient? haha.. nt true for u

so be it...

as long as you are happy , i am ok with it...

be frenz? i'm ok if you are ok...

but ur present gf can say i suck...

so i guess u hate mi too yah...

oh well... it doesnt really matter anymore....

now i noe why u sms me.. saying u give up hope totally..

cuz u with another ger now..

now i noe why u lied to me saying u meeting ur ite frenz..

cuz u meeting her..

thx for going so much trouble just to let me feel better?

now i noe why u deleted all the testi..

cuz u have hers now..

i wish u all the best!!

(".)

in times in need... you realli knows who are ur true frenz...

thx vicole....jessen...andrew..weijia... yong hao...

for listen to my complains!

scolding me to ask me wake up...

console me to tell me is over....

be there for mi to comfort me....

haha.. vicole... E+++ with me as well.. we shall see ok!

exp jessen...w/o fail.. he will always be there for mi

this kind of good frenz go where find..

i nid someone ... without second word he will be there

i nid someone to tok to today! he come online immediately... sacrificing his sleep...

until i am totally ok.. he den go n slp... n ask mi sms or call him if anithing..

when i am scared... he escort me all the way to my door step when he is sick...

haha.. when i meet trouble.. he is more ji dong den me...

andrew still damn funny la...

use reverse psychology on me... hehe...

this time he is still there... haha

everyone treat mi better den how you treat me..

you left mi nuthing but a scar... a deep one

but dun worry i wun hate you i wun cry for you..

cuz u simply dun worth it...

i get to see wad kind of person you really ar..

getting into another one in such a short period of time....

just show how insignificant i am in ur life rite...

so y musst i bother anymore...

2005-11-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

my life now ----------> one sentence to describe

" FUCK UP LIFE"

i noe i hurt you deeply.. i noe...

but i dunno why things have to turn out this way

wad you told me ytd.. hurt mi deeply..

i just dun understand why cant we be frenz so tt we can get to noe each other better

y u forever dunno wad i wan...

have u ever pay attention to wad i say... have you ever showed concern for me..

do u listen to wad i say? or most of the time i listen to you onli ?

have u ever bother wad happen to me on that day... do you even ask..

sometimes you din even ask have i eaten..

u can say how impt i am to you... to me.. all these are just words..

cuz u nv show it... n i dun feel it..

have you ever put urself in my shoe? n think from my view?

you nv try to understand why i go thru all the trouble to email wUthy.. u just blame mi...

do u noe how hurt i feel?

now my life is damn screw up... for most of u might noe...

i quite good terms with ++ now..

is so irony... so funny

but he is there when i needed someone..

teach me how to becareful, dun get cheated, shouldnt do this n tt.. damn cute...

but when 2 things happen together = SUX k!

now in school oso!

i can feel my click of ppl is changing....

i din wan to do tt

i am like stuck in the middle of nowhere...

the feeling kinda sucky...

Can i look forward to tommorow?

can tml be a better day for me at least?

my life is in a total mess...

2005-10-29T01:54:00.000+08:00

hehe!! i recieve my 2nd email from my WUTHY again!!

so happy la... this time my com kinda screw up!! den i keep on have to retype the letter... almost cry la!! hehe..

actually i did bah!!

here the letter goes...

Hello my dearest sister .How have you been ? Im fine in FGA .Do you know ?How happy i am when i see your Email .I have been waiting for your answer for two days already.Thank you again for your email . I promise if i have time and money i will come and email you every day .Evry time i com to play email one hour 1500riels does why i take so long to answer you back .Sorry i have to end here i got something to do .Remember to email to me ok .SG mean special guy .
I REALLY MISS YOU VERY MUCH
HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON FROM WUTHY.

DEAR MICHELLE
I AM ROTHANA .I REALLY MISS YOU VERY MUCH .EVERY TIME I SLEEP I DREAM ABOUT YOU EVERY NIGHT .YOUR FACE ARE ALWAYS IN MY MINE ,SMILING AT ME SAYING THAT I AM VERY CUTE .THANK YOU FOR THE PRESENT YOU GAVE ME VERY MUCH .
I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU AND LOVE YOU
FROM YOUR BROTHER ROTHANA
HELLO SISTER MICHELE I AM VANNDY WRITING TO YOU .I AM VERY HAPPY TO RECEIVE EMAIL FROM YOU ,YOU SENT TO BROTHER WUTHY AND SAY HELLO TO ME .I REALLY MISS THOSE DAYS WE SPEND TOTHER IT IS A MEMORRY THAT I ALWAYS REMEMBER .YOU ARE MY GOOD SISTER I COULD HAVE IN THISE WORLD .I LOVE YOU AND I MISS YOU .MAY THE GOOD LORD BLESS YOU AND PROTECT YOU AND PROVIDE EVERYTHING YOU NEEDS .
MUCH LOVE FROM YOUR SISTER VANNDY.

I AM SO TOUCHED!! hehex....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

yesterday so fun!!

mi, jessen, tc and qz...

went to chinatown eat frog leg porridge !!

den went to geylang to eat "dou hua with you tiao!"

den we act smart, we go order the salted dou hua with egg la..

after that we go see... haha.. this time not tt bad!!

gUys go geylang MEI HAO SHI!

haha.. the taste is..... lol... for mi to noe for you to find out!!

den we went to labador park! haha.. den slack down there arh....

so nice the place...

hehe..so fun!

Den today..my chao ta frenz..FANG FAng treat mi ICHIBAN SUSHI!!

haha... so nice of her.. my belated bdae present! hehex...

love her so much!! hehex...

haha.. did some catching up with her!! hehe!!

our secondary sch days so fun! hehex..

2005-10-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

haha.. i think this is so true....

Aries, Leo and Sagittarius (also know as The Fire Signs) can sizzle with passion.

They also tend to be impulsive, driven, and love the thrill of the chase.

When romancing a Fire Sign, it's of utmost importance to know how to maintain his or her interest.

The Fire Signs love a challenge, especially in the romance department. The problem is that because they become bored far more easily than most other signs of the zodiac, they can be easily distracted when a new challenge comes along.

Because of this, in order to keep your Fire Sign interested, you’ve also got to keep them guessing. In other words, predictability isn’t part of the package when it comes to someone of this element. To set a Fire Sign’s heart ablaze, you’ve got to fan the flames!

On the upside (or at least the side where you don’t have to work as hard), Fire Signs enjoy new experiences and make exciting partners.

If you need a party date, a Fire Sign is the one to call; they’re usually great conversationalists. On that note, they also have a hard time resisting a playful sparring session.

In fact, to a Fire Sign, it's the best kind of foreplay! In short, while it’s important not to be boring, with a Fire Sign, you’ll never be bored either. Charismatic and charming, they own (and expect) the center of attention.
If you're looking for romantic sparks, a Fire Sign is one hot ticket.
Exploring the FIRE Signs

LEOS are the most romantic of the Fire Signs, but Leo's desire for romance is only equal to his or her need for drama. Charming scene stealers who love the spotlight, they’re also steadfast believers in the concept of true love and can be easily swept off their feet by big displays of affection. They have sensitive egos and require a lot of affection and attention in a relationship. Motto: Love will conquer all.

some quiz... haha.. cuz veri bored arh!

The rEsults!!

You are highly sensitive, intuitive and nurturing and need a partner who is responsive to your needs. [ like someone lo.. when i sICK.. he dun even noe!! haix]

2005-10-27T20:50:00.001+08:00

presenting to u!! my cambodia boyfriend!! haha!! i miss him too..=(

the CUTE!! & handsome guy.... sweet too...

he treat mi super nice during my days in cambodia...

the letter he wrote for mi.. made mi teared..

the things he done for mi.. i can nv forget..

the necklace he bought for mi will always be wear by mi...

the memories we shared.. will always be remembered..

the dance moves he taught mi.. i will try to remeber.. hehe!

the time we spend.. are still so vivid in my mind...

the way he blocked the ball for mi.. so that i wun get hit by the ball!

the way he help mi, protect me...

the way he said his last go0d bye to me...

the drawing he drew for mi...

the sms he send to mi..

the email he wrote to mi..

i can nv nv nv forget...

how i wish to see him again!!

i realli realli miss him...

tHey MaDE a HugE impaCt in mY Life!! i love them all!

2005-10-27T20:50:00.000+08:00

the one in blue is vanndee!! i miss her too...

she is a shy quiet ger...

but she willing to open up to me..

she let mi feel a sense of achievement.. [is tt the right word to use? ]

i miss the time i send her to sch..

n on the way she taught mi khmer and i taught her english...

the time we had our meals together..

the time i spend at her dome...

the time she hug n prayed for mi...

the time she ask mi dun cry...

i miss her so much...

2005-10-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

i miss him so much =(

i am crying.. he almost teared...

the little boy who always lo0k so shy when he smiled..

i super dote on him... and i dunno why...

i miss the time he called mi jie jie michelle..

he n wuthy always leave a space for mi to sit with them during meals...

he help mi with the scarpping of walls as well....

he let mi have his milo..

he smeared the face paint on my face....

the time i taught him typing....

the way he dances...

the way he hold my hand n prayed for mi...

the way he said..sister why u cry.. dun cry....

the way he said to me..sister i veri sad u leaving...

the way he jump n hold my hand b4 i left FGAC...

the way when he was shy...

the way he say with the intention of having my SIA pillow...

he is so cute...he is just so cute..

everything he done for mi.. i can nv forget..

i miss him so much..

tell mi when can i get to see them again... i realli miss them...

2005-10-25T20:05:00.000+08:00

bo0! i finally back to blogg!!

haha.. just come back from cambodia!!

miss mi anione? haha..

cambodia is fun.. i realli love the place..

i miss de place... to the extend that i dun even wish to come back...

we did scrapping of walls.. painting of walls...

i noe 3 people from cambodia!

they are Wuthy, Rothana and Vanndee..

these 3 ppl realli touched my heart alot..

who makes mi cry like mad on the last day...

i read wuthy's letter for mi, i teared...

cuz is such a long letter with eng n chi words..

thier eng is not so powerful so almost every word they wrote, they nid check dictionary...

and he ask my frenz how to write chi oso!! i am so so so touched can!

den he gave mi alot of stuffs...

he dun haf much money but he still went to the extend of getting gifts for mi..

nuthing can describe my feelings then.. i just cried n cried!

den when they suppose to pray for us.. Vanndee hug mi real tight and Rothana grabbed my hand...

is omG.. is damn touching ok!

the last morning... b4 we set of to siem reap..

wuthy was so reluctant to go sch..

he even cycle to the field to say bye to me b4 he left..

obviously i cry again!

den Rothana tell me...

" sister i look happy outside, but i inside veri sad!"

imagine u heard this.. is like .. omG!! awwww....

den when we get on to the bus.. i stretch out my hand to say bye..

Rothana jump and hold my hand...

can u imagine tt suituation! so touching ok!

i wan to go back again!

AHH!! i realli miss them la!

i got so much to say abt them!

ask mi abt it man! haha.. i cfm tell! haha

after leaving FGA! n leave for siem reap...

i recieve a sms reply from them... i tell u man! i CRIED again! haha

realli is super happy can! haha

cuz they dun haf my cambodia no. so i msg them..

surprisingly they replied la!!

damn happy

n today i received thier email!!

I REALLI DAMN HAPPY!! i feel like crying again!

omG!! i love them so much!

here the letter goes!

Dearest m sweetest sister Michelle
Hi! sister .How are you? I miss you so much .Thank you for the Present that you gave me. I really like it so much they"re nice.Am fine in the Center you know i like to read your letter very much your face are still in my mine and sister all the brothers and sisters that we are all miss them and still remember them . Even though you are not a christant but i always pray for you that God will protect you and help you in your studies ,make you happy everyday .TAKE CARE
LOVE FROM YOUR SISTER VANNDEE.

i love them so much!!

2005-10-09T09:06:00.000+08:00

act cute him... OPX! hee..

2005-10-09T09:03:00.000+08:00

i love this pic... we both so black black black... hee...

2005-10-09T09:02:00.000+08:00

me n dear...

2005-10-09T08:57:00.000+08:00

my cambodia trip peepz!!! hehe!! handsome guys n pretty babes.. hehe!!

2005-10-09T08:56:00.000+08:00

presenting to you the LESTLE 6 ... my darlings tt i noe from cambodia trip..

they so sweet n nice.. i love them man... hee....

there is one fairsian there oso o0k... hee..so qiao rite.. my buddy wor...

we onli noe each other tt we are fairsians after so many meetings la...

cuz she say i change alot.. lolx...

haha... but after she flip thru de yr bo0k she noes who am i la..

haha.. of coz.. i'm so famous!!

but i still dun realli noe who is she.. OPX!!

i nv regret joining this trip.. cuz i get to noe de lestle 6... love u babes..

2005-10-09T08:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm... my last post b4 i go to cambodia?

awww....dun miss mi ppl... hehe......

ytd went out with dear dear... den bought alot of tihngs...

omG.. i'm broke... hehe....

den at nite go meet my go0d frenz... my usual gang for dinner...

so call my farewell dinner la... haha...

den went to my super go0d frenz house to kope his stuffs..

sleeping bag..padlock..torchlight...tolietries bag... wadever he have.. he just lend mi la... hehe.. so nice of him...

den our table won 4th prize... den recieve 10 kid bottles..

obviously no one wans it... den push to mi la! ask mi bring for cambodia kids..

so dIAO!

always bully mi!!

haha. nt realli la... still got take care of mi... take fo0d for mi all these...

hee....

i leaving so so0n....

i will miss alot of ppl man... exp dear...

a little of me and her

2005-10-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

a shout out to all those readin my darling blog, i noe u all are wonderin who's this :]

i am of coz none other than michi's guy. she's a nice and friendly girl who nvr fails to make me laugh or smile, ehh come to think of it, i think i make her laugh alot, haha.

she has this special aroura tat makes me can't resist her, some sort of like a magnetic field [ a strong wan ] my soul juz wonder off to her heart and ' biangz ' it hits her, i'm happy to be wif her and she is someone i yearn to share great memories with...

thks for readin` hope to see ya again in my darling's blog. take care everyone !

2005-10-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

dear... though have a slight arguement with u last nite..

it makes mi understand how nice u are to mi...

thx for giving in to mi...

tolerating my temper...

i noe i may nt be ur nicest ger .... ya seriously i noe i am not....

but trust mi.. i am trying..

i'm angry tt u lied to mi.....

i mean i wun mind if u tell mi de truth.. cuz is ur past.. ur memories..

i got no right to take all away from u... u haf de right to keep them as well...

yup... i not tt unreasonable oso la... HEHe....

so u noe wad to do next time? haha..

2005-10-03T23:22:00.000+08:00

the story begins with u n mi... i hope it will nv ends....

it all happens so fast... tt i can hardly believe is true..

2005-10-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm... been sometimes since i post rite...

anione miss mi..

haha.. having a busy period man..

i dun even feel i am having holiday can!!

work for a week... den quit it.. cuz too much meetings

i mean i cant be so irresponsible rite..

let others do de work.. n i happily working.. tts not rite la...

den fri went to chalet with de 5B guys

haha..

as usual rite..i am de onli ger.... nuthing special..

quite fun la..cuz they wun pS mi one.. haha

den my dear jessen go pick mi up..

sO nice of him..

haha.. always wun pangsei mi one...

after playing some stupit game tt make us drink..

jessen hangover la.. so poor thing.. MERLION!! lol

den he cannot drive us home.... den TC drive

den jessen ask him to fetch until my house downstairs la..

others they didnt fetch till thier house there...

haha.. my go0d frenz is just so nice.... haha...

den during de chalet.. wah lau.. i sAIR la...

cuz drink with empty stomach..

den tA abt3 glasses...i damn sway lo.. if not is tio drink one big sip one..

sommore de mixer no skill one.. lol..

den jessen n tc see my face so red.. ask mi dun play le..

haha...

den some KO in de chalet.. while others go out slack..

den went back to chalet... i go slp...

den mi n tC was like toking lo.. abt de past..

tt irritating guy.. keep on mentioning abt jason.. stupit him!

tt wAs de paST!!

oh yah.. CHua KO-ed lei... haha... chua u see this?

haha

i so xin fu la... no one snatch my bed... others they ji tao ask them go away..

haha...

den they so nice la.... cuz they go changi village eat.. oso got call mi....

but too bad i watching movie.. haha~

haha.. happy tt i went there..

den my cambodia meetings..

one stupit ger... piss mi off totally la..

as usal i flare up lar!! haha! nuthing special rite... haha..

she call charmaine.. plz procceds to my space to see her fotos..

she keep on say " michelle u dun so fierce can, i veri scared"

WTH can... i not even t0king to her.. n i was nt even scolding anione lo..

say i fierce.. she wan to see wads realli fierce anot...

qi shi wo le..

den i ji tao shoot her.. U SCARED WAD!!

den she dunno mummbliing wad shit la!!

den i went out to toilet b4 i burst out... haha..

den all de gers except her.. go toilet oso

ahaha.. so blessed rite..

cambodia peeps not bad oso..

ppl like joyce.. YU HONg exp... treat mi damn nice la.. though keep on suan mi..

stef.... n alot la.. ahaha

dun miss mi ppl.. haha...

2005-09-18T01:04:00.000+08:00

haix...

holiday....

exam over...

dun wanna tok abt how issit.. coz it sux..

aniway.. no holiday for mi..

i starting work on mon..

fast lei... haha.. i known for being resourceful la..

work for 2 weeks... den go0d loh..

go for pungol camp

den go for cambodia..

how nice...left one week...

haix.. it better be fun..better make my sacrifice worth it man..

haha..

i tot i realli given up on him..

who noes.. i didnt..

de idea tt my holiday schedule will be so tight..

kinda saddens mi..

which means i cant meet up with him..

wad do i realli wan..

i realli realli dun wan to have anitihng to do with him..

but den.. i wan to see him..

haha.. such a bitch i am... useless one sommore..

aniway.. today got one stupit encounter...

one stupit tamil.. stand infront of mi..

suddenly to0k picx!!! den i was stunned..

den i walk away.. haha.. wonder why i din scold him siah..

hope his cam spoil!! lolx..

haiz.. tml going to do community service..

cant believe i am actually commiting myself to all these..

so unlike mi..

aWWwww.. haha..

dun miss mi k ppl..

i tihnk i will MIA for a month le...

dun forget.. my hp is not fAKE DE!

2005-09-13T08:20:00.000+08:00

arGHhhhhh... i so sad abt cMa paper though..

i totally dunno how to do la..screw it!

haha.. but den my dear gd frenz tot mi tt...

u noe or dunno.. just say ok la... heheX

so i nv realli complain tt much la..

but once i reach home..

i keep complaining to him.. or rather whining... haha

he so so nice lar.... so patient with mi..

keep on calming mi down...

cant for his sentence " now worry oso no use u noe"

haha.. is like so sweet..

so blessed to noe him..

bleaHx....

now hrM n fmgt... heheX

2005-09-09T14:14:00.000+08:00

You are 47.62% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%

This percentage means that :
•You exhibit many jealous traits.
•You are prone to over-react.
•Although your jealousy shouldn't prove to be a real problem, you should work on controlling it more.
•Things aren't often as bad as you think

haha.. seems like i am a jealous freak.. am i realli like this? heh heh..

2005-09-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

haha... it been quite sometime since i last blogged?

hahaha... isnt tt good news?

means michelle has nuthing to complain?

PI ARH! is just plain lazy to blog here... lol

recently... 1 matter make mi damn angry...

tt stupit person called mi again...

first sentence was.. hey bastard..wad u doing now..

is like wTH!! who ever dare to call mi tt

kaoz... i damn angry la..

but i damn shocked too..

den later on..he asked mi watch herbie already anot..

den i said NO WHY>.

guess wad he say..!!

dun asK SO MUCH!! nt ur problem..

is like WTH....

i ji taO KAP His fone

i guess he din noe i am angry...den he sms mi

telling mi de show not nice... dun waste moeny..

obviously i din reply!! he msn mi..

is like WTH...

den say i XIAO QI..

for godness sake..is not my fault i seriously tot so..

although i am known to be xIAO qI! but wadever lo...

why is he always irritating mi..

fark.. leave mi alone can...!!

i guess is realli over.. i totally disgusted by him already..

thinking back.. i guess i kinda too stupit!

den my gd frenx damn nice la..

show mi tt website.. haha

http://www.michelletaneelin.youarelame.com/

beSt buddy sIaH....

next supersTAr... yes i did go n watch.. haha

din get those fantastic seats la...

cant realli see...

i go there just to see JJ!!

he still de best man!

den i saw MAIA! walking rite behind mi when i leave..

we all din watch finish de show! lolx...

she damn short la...

den abit ah lian pattern..

her... damn big... lol....

bbut have to admit she got de ming xing qi zhi... hehe..

k la.. tired! cIAO~